Wednesday, 04 February 2009
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Fallen
By Evanescence
Imaginary
see relatedWOW/ Venting.
~EDIT~
-12:06am-
So..Its about a couple of hours later than when I first posted this blog..Some things happened between my mom and sister, and I am pissed and upset. Well actually to the point of cutting.....Which Iv'e already slipped and done....I STILL hate myself, I am worthless and I have no point on earth. Everyone lies to me, and hates me, so if I am such a hinder to the world, might as well die, eh? That's how I feel about life...I dont mean to sound lost in my own pity, but this really sucks...Im sick of being lied to! Its pretty bad at night, when you lay in bed and cringe knowing the horrible truth, and know your being lied to straight up, and that no one wants you around because your a good for nothing peice of shit loser.
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Wow, I haven't been here in like 3000 years. LOL....
Well, I'm back I guess, I just usually use MySpace mostly...lol
Well, alot has changed about me, my personality (probably for the worst) and now Music, thoughts, emptiness, and my songs and poetry take most of my life's time at the moment.. I still am the same old person, with depression, andthe same issues and struggles, and then some. The old blog entries are gay, but im going to leave them to have something to look back upon...
But other than that everythings same old shit.. Im hoping to move back in with my aunt soon, and that she isnt fooling me...
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Comments (2)
Don't be upset Chaos! Please! *hugs* your like, my best friend...You cut? =[ *HUGS MORE* Call me I want to talk to you......please.. I'll try to come over tomorrow, Dont be sad or lonely though, your better than that! YOU ARE NOT A PIECE OF SHIT GOOD FOR NOTHING LOSER! SHUTTTTTT UPPPPPP!