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Sunday, 26 September 2010

  • the nice weather..

    I know its random.... But the weather is so nice today, its breezy and cool, its STARTING to FINALLY feel like Fall... Sitting in a big black leather fulffy chair in front of the open front door in my living room, Watching Scary Movie and eating pizza!!!

Wednesday, 15 September 2010

  • Currently
    All Hope Is Gone
    By Slipknot
    Snuff
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    ...It still hurts.........

    Well, its been almost 2 1/2 months since Ben "dumped" me...I must say, i have been nothing but miserable...I totally fell in love with him, gave him my whole heart, and the thing is, he pretty much still has it, and I dont know....inside is telling me to let go, but it's SO HARD........

    Days I feel like doing nothing but crying, or sleeping so I dont have to think about it and remember it... Please....help...

    They say love hurts......It is TRUE...watch out, when you least expect it, your whole world can crumble and fall apart.... </3 </3 </3

Friday, 23 July 2010

  • He dumped me today.

    Ben has dumped me today, saying because of LaJuana's bullshit and because he is trying to get his car fixed....BUT he went and bought a brand new xbox360 and TV today... GO FIGURE.

    Hes making excuses, and yeah it hurts bad, im actually listening to old sad country songs... =\

    Idk what to do. i will just have to see..

Monday, 07 June 2010

  • love???

    i am in complete love with Ben, and i try to show him everyday and in everyway. i just wonder if he feels loved, i really want him to. i want to have him forever.i am in pain when he has to go to work or when im away from him... is it weird? no... i have fallen head over heels for him and he is my first TRUE love. I hope he feels the same way about me. i absolutely cry like now when im not around him. i wait everyday anticipating his return home. <3

Sunday, 23 May 2010

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    Finding Beauty in Negative Spaces
    By Seether
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    eww food.

    yeah today i just feel like......ew food, food is an enemy.
    i was sitting down to eat dinner which was a nice salad, and........yeah well after THAT happened, i just started feeling like... ew food. It was a good salad, but i dont want any food. i seriously wish i could actually vomit it up. it sucks. I want to be skinny and pretty, or at least like i used to look. I want people to like me more, especially BEN and LaJuana... But Ben mostly...i love him so much, i want to be PERFECT... I should stop drinking this Dr Pepper for one, to help....Limit myself on food. Im sick of the way i look and how ugly i am... geez.... >.<

sarah241847

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    • Location: Athens, Texas, United States
    • Birthday: 3/8/1988
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 7/26/2005

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  • My name is Sarah, I'm 22..My boyfriend Ben is my life, besides music and playing guitar. I have black hair, brown eyes, and I stand 5'1. Im a pretty friendly person most of the time. I play guitar and piano, sometimes I play games, and I like some anime too. I am a big Legend Of Zelda fan.. I am not your typical 22 year old girl. So to speak, Im not "Normal" I have my struggles with life, depression, and other things. I do not want sympathy, but at the same time, don't judge me if you don't know me.

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